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The light's out! whoo, so I'm kind of using phone to blog now. I'm just gonna do something random. Hope you enjoy reading this boring ol'thang...

I've always love walking at the beach especially with the one you'd do anything for, the one you love most. On May 23rd, 2007, a memory that I'll never forget.

As I was sitting at the end of the beach, alone, feeling cold, nervous for some reason, thinking. Suddenly, I heard a voice. It was so soft, so manly. I turned to that particular person. The one who whispered into my ear and said, "I miss you".

I was shocked to discover that it was him, the person I thought of the whole day. He sat next to me and covered me up with his thick black coat which somehow I find very comfy. We chatted, laughed and did what normal teenagers would do. While we were chatting about love, butterflies filled my stomach, goosebumps. He came closer and warmed me as he saw that I was beginning to shiver. His arm wrapped around me. Hearing his heart beat faster than the usual. I knew something was up.

I looked at him, deep into his eyes. We had a moment there. I began to shake as he got closer and closer and closer until his lips touched mine. In the end our lips were hugging. The feeling was so amazing. I felt like I was flying. There was only us. Nothing was in my mind except for him. I didn't want to let go but unfortunately I did. I smiled as I found that spark between us.

He looked happy but all of the sudden, the wide an amazing smile of his disappeared. I asked him what's wrong. He answered. But the answer of his, broke my heart. I began to cry. He wiped my tears and told me to stop crying and be strong. The last thing he said was I Love You and a kissed on the forehead. I just sat there as he walked away.

I tried my best not to cry but I couldn't do it. From then on, I never loved anybody like how I loved him. He was the one. I couldn't move on. I'll just wait, even if it takes me months, years, centuries, decades or even my whole life, I'll wait for him as he was the one my heart chose, the one I chose. My true love <3

hahahahahaha, random much :p it ain't true but yeah. I gtg now. night (: